Muhammad Safiyullah Zafir Bin Zainol
He's the one that responsible coz he melted my heart and the first place and make me love him so damn much.,haha I cant get my eyes off him and yes.,I love him so damn much.,actually.,our story is not started very smooth though.,I mean Im into his friend and I didnt even realize him at first.,after our orientation day started.,then only I met him.,and I was like., "dannggg., he's more cuter than .... laaa" hahahaha and I put barrier so that I didnt go beyond it.,hahaha but meanwhile,my love toward him secretly grown.,really nice so.,while I was with his friend,Im growing and fertilize my love toward him., :) but then.,after I knew that I was been cheated., I decided to let the stupid guy go and proceed to the love Im waiting., :) and day after day ahead., I was be able to know him better and I whisper to my heart and I say
could you please find someone that really can loves you not play with you.
and I give a shot.,I mean I try my best to win his heart.,hahaha I asked everybody am I be able to win his heart?? Im I be able to be his gf., can I this can I that.,hahahaha theres some sort of stupid thought in my mind box..,hahaha Im afraid of rejection and yes Im afraid of him.,hahaha I try to mingle with him at first.,do this and that.,try to hello him every time I saw the green button rite next of his name in facebook chat.hahahah EVERYTIME!!!! hahaha and when he answered me.,I was like.,hahahahahahah blushing like hell.,hahahah so so crazy.,hahaha and I cant stop smiling every time we're chatting.,hahaha whatever.,
I always try my best to confess my feelings toward him,.and every body boost my guts to the maximum level and yeah.,I did.,I confess to him that I likes him and yea.,we're together now., Alhamdulillah.,I hope this time.,I can have a very happy clean relationship with my sayang Muhammad Safiyullah Zafir Bin Zainol., Im so damn happy everytime I saw his face listen to his lullaby voice and I love to hug him coz he's so huggable.,hahah Im happy now and insyaAllah no more tears this time.,and I praise Allah S.W.T to let us to be together.,Amin., I always wanted to be with someone not only I love him the most but also loves me even more., :) Im glad Allah gave me you.,and Im glad u loves me too., thanks sayang,. I cant even stop to say ur name., hahah and I cant stop to confess how much I love u sayang.,Im so damn happy :) u can to my live and gave me smile.,color my life and lite my soul.,
Am I be able to live without u?? IDTS.,and I dont want that to be., NO!coz I want u always to be with me.,by my side no matter what obstacle come and hit us.,I will always hold u sayang.,and I promise to myself aint no other man beside u and aint no other love until the rest of my life coz I will love u my whole life.,maybe even then., I will never ever hurting u sayang coz I know how much will it cost and how much will it torn if I put a pain in u sayang.,I dont want that to be happen..,I wont let myself unfaithful sayang.,and I know.,u will never do that kan sayang., :) Thanks coz being such a great boyfriend,bestfriend,college-mate.,my study mate,my place to realse my tension.,place for me to borrow ur shoulder and place for me to pour my love to., Sayang.,everyday I keep myself to the ground and pray,.I hope u love me like I do.,and love me for me.,dont ever let me go.,I love to be held by u.,no other man can do that coz nobody can love me like u do sayang., :)
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