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Unirazak is part of the list ok!!! gempak xgempak la kan.,hahahahah Open U??hmmm tgk sendiri la., and alhamdulillah.,aku xrase menyesal masok Unirazak and tolak Open U even though kart Open U aku dapat course yang aku nak., hmmmm sokay.,sokay., but still master nanti nak sambong LAW insyaAllah., :) jjjyyeeaahhh!!

Love.,

When it comes to LOVE.,Im very vulnerable.,and Im so sensitive about it.,soo soooo sensitive when I look at the swweeetttt damn couple., :) when I saw them hugging and warming each other I felt like why cant I have the sweet moment like the do??hmmmm tah laa.,maybe its not my time yet kan kan kan.,hahah its ok.,as long Im still happy with my family and friends.,BF is not necessary! haha well.,I always observe all couple2 nie and ske tgk care diorang layan to each other.,tapi xdapat nak letak dalam nie coz something wrong with my bluetooth device.,but its ok.,still got gamba2 kart internet rite.,hahah I love when the BF start to play their important role as someone that GF can trust. Someone that they can lean on to.Tapi dalam relationship nie dalam percintaan nie.,berape ramai yang survive till the rest of their life??Cheating here and there are the main game that they did.,hhuugghh what la like this one.,perlu ke kekasih tok bilangan yang terlalu banyak?? sorang pown xtentu boleyh jage nie sampai nak ramai2 ape cer?

Whatever it is,aku tetap sayang sorang mamat nie.,walaupon 17 first boyfriend but still.,hahah sorang je yang betol2 aku sayang.,BUT!! kitorang xdeclare lagi.,still dalam process to know each other better,I just dont wanna the ugly thing happen again.,InsyaAllah., :) but anyway.,haha dalam banyak2 lelaki nie.,berape ramai yang sanggop hidop susah senang ngan awek die?? berape ramai yang sanggop hilang kawan demi awek die??? berape ramai yang samggop xmakan semate-mate tok belikan baju Dolce & Gabana tok awek die?? bape ramai yang tolong pegangkan handbag awek die?? hmmmm boleyh kire actually.,Xramai lelaki yang sanggop berjuang tok awek die sedangkan awek die separoh mati nak build up the relationship once she realized theres some mistake in their love life.Did the guys notice anything??NOPE coz they are too busy to fulfill their wants.,like lust persay....,but the ladies will never ever allowed the mistake step in coz they are too busy to reinforcement the relationship.WHY should the guys break it with the same thing.,*CHEAT* WHY??? sang pencinta wanita nie separoh mati nak jage relationship nie tapi sang pendusta nie ade pompuan laen.,ADUYAI.,cube jadi macam nie.,

hehehe kan sweet tu.,berani tok jadi gentleman lagi gerek!!kenape susah tok lelaki jadi seorang pencinta yang setia??kenape susah tok dieorang berdepan dengan situasi yang dieorang sendiri created.Apelah salahnye teros terang if dieorang memang ade GF laen.,kurang skit rase sakit hati if dengar sendiri dari mulut sang lelaki nie daripade dgr dari mulut orang laen.,hmmm bertimbang rase lah sikit.,tapi jangan pulak dah mengaku ade GF tu lepas tu still nak ade relationship ngan pompuan yang baru nie pulak., ALAMAK!! dont la like that one brother., Ur GF would never ever wanna share.She want you for her OWN.,hati sape xtertahan klu dieorang tau bukan die saje queen in korang punye heart.,instead of ur mother.,sakit oooooo.,but aku paling respect lelaki yang setia pade orang yang betol2 die sayang,walaupown ramai hotchick keliling pinggang tapi dalam hati die only that girl coz die tau.,xsemue hotchicks yang ade keliling die tu boleyh bahagiekan diri die and paham die mcm girl yang ade dalam hati die.,nampak mcm player but the stick only for that particular girl. *oowwhhhh so sweet*

hmmmmmm I cant deny it.,aku paling suke dapat lelaki yang same interest ngan aku coz dieorang boleyh jadi tempat tok korang curah kan pendapat then since die pown into that thing so die pown ade lah kegunaannye.,hahahah tapi ade gark part yang aku ske if die kire cham opposite coz die lah tempat ko berlawan.,means mcm bola.,if aku ske Chelsea and bf-gonnabe aku minat Liverpool.,hahahah perang la ape lagi.,or aku minat dance die minat mosh perang or aku minat korea die minat hindustan perangggg., hahahah tapi laen orang laen pendapat rite., hahah yeaaa but for me.,persamaan yang memanjang agak boring coz theres not excitement in korang punye relationship.,try to spice things up la come on.,hari2 tgk bende yang same pown boring jugakkan., hehehe dalam beberape tahon ive been in this relationship thingy,xde pown lelaki yang betol2 speaks from the bottom of their heart and dieorang deny every mistakes they made and it sucks!!! For the first 3 months sweet je tapi lepas tu perangai changed.,Kow why?? they doesnt seems to care.,awek baru.,hmmmm pastu lepas tangan mcm tu je.,clash pown through TEXT and not face-to-face., F*UCK la jantan.,then bile dah kene tipu ngan sundal tu tau plak datang cari aku!!!

Tapi ape cerite ngan lelaki yang ske sangat berkate dan enggan memberi??hmmmm ape tu?? As far as the love is concerned.,lelaki macam nie didnt really satisfied of what he had.,he always searching and keep looking and searching.,they dont really stick into one....,pompuan sane pompuan sini.,sayang sane.,sayang sini.,haiishhh xpaham tol aku.,whats their point actually., ans Im really pissed when they say this and deny it and try to manipulate it to that., eeee geram., and try to exaggerate the solved problems.,menyampah.,dah xde topic bukak la topic lame and spread to the world.,cakap sayang tapi lepastu cakap xkesah., dont la like that one.,xelok., lenkali if xske buat care xske.,nak berkawan buat care nak berkawan.,bukan bagi harapan., ok?

Lelaki mate duitan.,haaaaaaa nie haram nie.,ketok pompuan sane sini.,nie orang panggil dayus., setan erk..,iblis!!dah tau xde duit xpayah mengade nak simpan pompuan laaa.,xpayah buang mase tok ketok pompuan lambat laon ko yang terkene pulak.,eeyyhh xmalu ke lelaki makan duit pompuan??papehal.,pompuan yang tanggung ko??huh??xmalu ke.,??ke jenis korang nie memang hidop dengan duit pompuan???lelaki macam nie layak panggil bangkai je!!!Hidop sendiri la.,live on ur own feet and try to walk not crawl!!!dah besarkan!!!carilah duit sendiri., KEJE!!! belaja berdikari.,!! eeee tu pown nak kene aja ke?? SETAN!!! hahahah *sori.,emo skit* hahah walauape pown.,jadilah lelaki yang patot pompuan sanjong ok., :)

What's your hope for someone that dumped you!!!

well guys.,thanks for dumping me for some reasons.,That really taught me something that never believe 100% to somebody that u never knew n never put a high hopes on someone that dont really care about us.,I did love u guys a lot but yeah.,time will heal my wound in my heart.Im so regret for giving u all the song I love and now I cant even listen to them. *errgghhhh bummer* but anyway.,I wish u guys a very happy day with ur love ones and yeah.,have a blast life.,dont hesitate to say hey whenever u see me out there *tu pown klu i nak tego laaa* haha and yeah.,sent my beautiful regard to ur lovely mummy :) I miss your mummy :)

isn't ironic that we ignore those who adore us,adore the ones who ignore us.hurt those who love us,love the one who hurt us

tu ape yang slame nie I did but Im really upset when I ignored the one who loves me and really care for me and I love the one who dont loves me and dont even care bout my feelings.,Thanks :) But seriously dude.,dont give so much hope the the person who really loves you.,especially ladies, when they loves u.,never in this world gonna stop them.,coz the vulnerable heart they had and the sincerity they hold will giving u the happiness that u ever wanted.,and dont try to give them ur bias answer.,it will hurts them but they got some sort of strength and guts that really boost them to be happy again.,and that time u guys will regret with the answer that u gave., Happy Living in the world of pain.Yes that ladies always live in their world of pain and tears but those kind of things will be the weapon to knock guys down. *haaaha* so anyway., *LOVE THE PERSON THAT LOVE U NO MATTER WHAT AND PLEASE DONT HURT THEM* If u dont love them,try to cope it calmly and try to make it painless.,ok guys :)

Hurmmmmmm.,kenape slalu mcm nie??

well.,like wise.,Im not really lucky in LOVE but yeah.,Im trying to search for a perfect Mr Right., I mean.,all these years.,I always impressing Mr.Wrong,.why should I??????hmmm thats the reason why people always says that LOVE IS BLIND.,hmmm I cant see the sincerity in their heart.,why? all guys that Ive been dating with.,always lie to me.,over and over again.,I really want to get over it for awhile.,then suddenly I met this one special guy that really amazed me with his humor.,haha he always make me smile and he made my day., *smile* he really make me forget all of my heartache., Like seriously.,non of the boys that I hang out with can do that.,not even can make me laugh my lungs out., *thanks tau u* then I fall-in-love with him so badly.,I dont know why but yeah I really concern bout him.,so much.,so so damn much.,he change my perspective of love and yeah he really changed me.,from bad to good.,He changed the way I walk.,the way I talk the way I hang out.,everything.,I dont know if its good or bad but yeah.,I still cant see the setback of all the view and my self.,everything was changed when he came along.,just like in the song I dedicated to him., :) I really2 grateful that Allah S.W.T sent me him., *tears* I did cry a lot for some reasons and yes its bout him and again!! I dont really see the result but Im not really care of that., *yeah kepale batu I know* hahaha hmmmm Im a very hardcore lover yea I know.,lets say KIPAS SUSAH MATI?? hahaha termasok ke?? hmmm whatever lah.,yea If I fall-in-love with someone I really wanted to have him for the rest of my life.,its hard for me to left him off da hook.,but Allah didnt really give me the permission to love him just yet.,

WHY??

coz he already got somebody to love and its no me.,His current GF.,he did asked me if Im still hoping for him.,simple answer., with no time I says YES.,coz I really2 love him.,what should I do?? but yeah I did flirt around to forget the heartache word and painful some sort of quotes to me.,hahah "YOU KNOW ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO HAVE ME" haha What da...~~ yeah really hurts but relax zee.,for get that word for awhile.,I really2 wanna learn to forget him and I really wanna learn to hate him.,but like wise.,SUSAH!! sayangggg sangat kart die.,but I really need to back off., hmmmm my sister always ckp "U CKP NAK LUPE.,JUST DO IT" and also my brother ckp like this "AKU XPENAH DGR KO HAPPY NGAN BALAK KO.,ADE JELA MASALAH" hahahah hmmm nak wat macam mane.,I slalu terperangkap ngan BF orang.,dulu Kay.,pastu Ryan., then Ady.,pastu die plak.,hmmm macam2 laaa.,

YA ALLAH.,KAU KUATKANLAH SEMANGAT HAMBAMU YANG KERDIL LAGI HINA INI DARI SEGALA CABARAN OLEH ENGKAU YA ALLAH., PERMUDAHKANLAH BAGI AKU UNTUK MENEMPUH SEGALA CABARAN TANPA RASA TERLUKA.,AMIN~

xpelah.,maybe this is not the time for me yeat but I try to forget.,but I dont want to do that If can.,coz I really love him like totaly.,I did cry if he ignored me and I really touched if he didnt even call me.,yeah I know I didnt deserve to feel that coz he got his GF to entertain and I really hurt to know if he dont even love me at all.,hmmm sokay lah.,maybe time can help me to forget bout him.,InsyaAllah.,but I'd promised my self to love him.,and I do.,I bear and willing to wait till he really open his heart to accept me., :( I will.,So,.thats all.,I really need to wipe my tears now.,

the moment I tresure.,

wow.,the amazing orentation week is over~~ *oowwhh* so sad.,and yeah.,I did cry when the time dieorang pasang some sort of video from them to us., :( and a lil bit of Firasyanz's birthday celebration.,huhu *Happy Birthday once again Baby* hehe and yeah sungguh touching when we gonna separate., *MISS MY B.I.G SO SO MUCH* heheh well.,I came late for some reason.,and I saw "ayam" and the charming matin outside of the class.,then they teased me like so jahat tau.,hahaha they trying to break my F code.,hahaha soon after I masok class they dengan jayenye played the song that I dedicated for syanz.,which is "For the rest of my life from Maher Zain.,hahaha (actually dieorang ngah men teke lagu) but when they played the damn song.,sampai habis plak tu.,hahaha Im like so damn segan.,hahaha but its ok.,syanz yg control the song by the way.,Im gald he loves the song., then we off to computer lab to do something.,then after a few minutes we've to masok blek our class to listen to the boring ceramah that Ive ever heard.,boring gyle.,its about SRP.,duhh~~ then another ceramah bout Me n Money.,kinda interesting and I'd enjoyed it.,hahaha then after the ceramah thingy.,we play some game.,yang xbleyh blah nye dieorang saje set me up to confess my feeling to shanz infront of all student.,hahah alaa., xkesah hahaha hmmm well baby.,its really came out from the bottom of my heart., and for the record.,I sang him a Happy Birthday song .,hahaha even I gelak2 but tetap serious on loving u.,

enough of that.,skang I give u the memories that I gain during the orentation day.,

ONE OF THE CUTEST BOY HERE ZAFIR.,HEHE

EZRA AND ME.,

BELLA AND ME ME AND THE BAD BOYS(akeem,matin,daus n amir)

time ngah bosan tahap CELAKE lah!!

this is my group.,THE B.I.G haha miss them all.,(zee,bella,ezra,loli,liana,afiq,shah,shuk)

ALL NEW STUDENTS AUGUST INTAKE.,CAYALAH KORANG MEMANG SPORTING!!!

New College Life.,

The time has come.My very own transformation begins.I cant wait.!!!I got call from UniRazak!I got place and Im so viciously happy with it.,hahahah

hurrmmm I got offer from UniRazak to persue my study there.,Well.,with out any doubt that I put.,I accept.,hahaha even though dekat but I prefer to stay at my own house.,i need it.Ramai pown ramai lah.,haha hurmmm ok.,Long story short.,this 8th.,Im going to be there for my registration day.Then listen for there brief for our orientation day later lah.,So,approximately around 4 balik lah.,hurrmm cant wait.,so.,nanti wa tulis lagi pasal registration n orientation day lah yee.,